Haven't Left Me Yet

i'd like to speak, but i can't find the words
so i sit in silence until it hurts
my inside is bursting, better not let it out
but that's the only way you'll know what it's about

i wish i could speak normally, but that's not the way
but still no one will listen to what i have to say
i'm a basket-cased insomniac, but only at night
and you put up with all this and hardly ever fight

you haven't left me yet
you haven't left me yet (i'm so happy that)
you haven't left me yet
you haven't left me yet

i'd like to think, but i can't find the time
nor can i tell you how i'm glad that you're mine
i do things regretful and i wish i could stop
i don't deserve you, you're the cream of the crop

i constantly make fun of you and never think twice
i say something ridiculous and then pay the price
if i were you i'd hate me 'cause right now i can see
that everything repulsive can be found inside me

you haven't left me yet
you haven't left me yet (i'm so happy that)
you haven't left me yet
you haven't left me yet

i'd like to speak, but i can't find the words
so i sit in silence until it hurts
my inside is bursting, better not let it out
but that's the only way you'll know what it's about

i wish i could speak normally, but that's not the way
but still no one will listen to what i have to say
i'm a basket-cased insomniac, but only at night
and you put up with all this and hardly ever fight

you haven't left me yet
you haven't left me yet (i'm so happy that)
you haven't left me yet
you haven't left me yet